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(no subject) [Apr. 15th, 2004|04:21 pm]
Harry James Potter
[mood |lonelylonely]

Things are getting weird around here lately. So much is going on and the visitors from Middle Earth are beginning to become restless, with good reason, no doubt.

I have the feeling that something bad is on the verge - my scar has been hurting like mad and I have been feeling rather off-kilter when it comes to myself and my friends.

I can't remember the last time I spoke to Ron, Hermione or Neville, Snuffles hasn't had contact with me in weeks, Dumbledore is nowhere to be seen or heard from, and I keep having awful nightmares about Voldemort gathering an even stronger army.

Maybe I seem like the typical, whiny, "Potty" to all of you, if that's the case you can all sod off, I never asked for your opinions anyways! but something big and bad is brewing, and I don't think anyone of us will be safe for much longer - in the walls of Hogwarts or otherwise.

On a lighter and much happier note, I no longer have to put up with that bloody prat, Blaise Zabini any longer.
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In regards to recent events: [Apr. 5th, 2004|12:36 am]
Harry James Potter
[mood |lonelylonely]

I just want everyone to know that I am feeling much better now. Madam Pomfrey has been really good to me and doing a great job on healing my broken thumb and wrist, as well as my cracked ribs and fractured elbow. My eyes are still swollen and sore, but they are much better than before.

Speaking of which, I seem to have lost my glasses!

Also, if it pleases everyone - I don't wish to talk about what happened down by the lake, or why. I would really just like to pretend it never happened and try to get things back to somewhat normal. So please don't ask. Or lecture, Hermione!

I am also allowed to have visitors now, so if anyone would like to stop up for a visit, I would like the company. It's pretty lonely all the way up in the hospital wing, seeing as I am the only patient and all.

I will be here for the next 3 days for sure, according to Madam Pomfrey, just to make sure the bone mending draught takes and all.

Oh, and thanks to all my mates for the cards and candy - and to Neville for the chocolate frogs.
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(no subject) [Apr. 1st, 2004|02:23 am]
Harry James Potter
[mood |disappointeddisappointed]

Drat!

Why did everything get all out of sorts these past couple of weeks? I don't know what I was thinking, or even what I was doing.

I feel like I need to take the time to apologize to a few people:

Snuffles - I said some things that were very harsh and you were right. I was being an immature prat and taking you for granted. If I could use a time turner to go back and change things, I would...in a second...amongst other things, as well. I am very sorry and I hope that you can find it in your heart to forgive me.

Ron, Hermione and Neville - I feel bad for my behavior recently, towards the three of you and about everything in general. I think I was just going through a bad spell. There is so much going and so much adapting to the changes here at Hogwarts that it's just put all of us under immense stress. Maybe someday I will explain it to you. As for now, I would very much like to just pretend that none of it ever happened and save myself the embarrassment.

I just got back from my Remedial Potions lesson with Professor Snape. Did anyone else notice that it looks like he's had a good scrubbing in some hot, soapy water and looks less like he crawled out of a vat of boiling dragon lard? It was very strange to not be able to see my reflection in his forhead.
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(no subject) [Mar. 30th, 2004|02:50 am]
Harry James Potter
[mood |pissed offpissed off]

I HATE Draco Malfoy with the fire of a thousand suns.
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!@#$%^&* [Mar. 28th, 2004|05:12 am]
Harry James Potter
[mood |ecstaticecstatic]

What a night! I don't even know where to begin.

I do know that Blaise Zabini is going to get my size 10 right up his arse, the stupid git! What an annoying prat!

Then, I found out I was being followed and spied on all over the school and grounds by an annoying, furry-faced, certain someone.

I snuck out to the lake tonight, to meet up with Draco and have a few Emerald Lights and to talk. It was quite eventful. I thought for sure that Snape was going to catch me on my way back in, though. Going to have to find a better location for late night talks, I guess.

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Might sound weird but... [Mar. 27th, 2004|01:53 am]
Harry James Potter
[mood |confusedconfused]

I got a week's worth of dentention from Dumbledore today! All because that stupid bint Eowyn tried to take my bloody head off! Even worse, I have to spend it with Filch! Damnit all, I can't stand this place anymore.

And just when things couldn't look any more dismal, my Remedial Potions lessons resume starting tomorrow evening! Ugh. Just thinking about having to spend extra time each week with Snape in the Dungeons is enough to make my skin crawl.

*Sigh*

Draco and I had our meeting tonight. It went extremely well, and I feel like we have a better understanding of each other now. Which makes me feel like a giant burden has been removed from my shoulders.

All these years of petty, immature bickering for nothing, really. And now I can honestly say I feel like there is no longer any aminmosity between us. However, I doubt anyone will ever realize that, as I fear Draco doesn't want anyone to know that we are on "friendly" terms. Then again, I just might be surprised.

And now, something else is plaguing me. Something inside of me and I am not sure how to recognize it, much less explain it.

And now, all I can think of is: those lips!

PS - I tried smoking tonight. I am not sure that it's for me.
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(no subject) [Mar. 26th, 2004|04:21 pm]
Harry James Potter
[mood |aggravatedaggravated]

I can't BELIEVE the mess Professor Dumbledore has allowed himself to create at Hogwarts this year! Everything is falling apart, and on the eve of war, no less.

Most of these visitors have come in here, started quarrelling amongst themselves, professors, and even STUDENTS! It's madness I tell you!

However, others of them aren't too bad, are they? That Legolas bloke is pretty cool and a geniunely nice elf! And those other chaps, the ones that stand no taller than a house elf...and the one has nine fingers and his gardener, they are very kind and polite.

I am ready to just LEAVE Hogwarts and go be with Sirius. I am tired of people thinking that I am this egotistical, arrogant, self-centered Harry Potter because of my scar and because I am the only person to ever survive Volemort's curse. IT ISN'T LIKE I ASKED FOR THIS! What have I gained from it? A big fat lot of NOTHING, that's what. My parents were taken from me, and in turn, my childhood and life. I WILL TRADE WITH ANY ONE OF YOU GITS ANY TIME!

Well, no more Mr. Nice Potter from here on out! I am no longer going to sit by, keep my mouth shut and let people walk all over me, no way! IT'S LONG OVERDUE! It's time for the REAL Harry Potter to emerge, and if people don't like it, they can sod off!!!

I think I MAY have made a BIG MISTAKE as well. I told Draco Malfoy to meet me tonight at 11pm for a talk! What was I thinking? I have a bad feeling about this!

*sigh*
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